Everyday

Do you ever find yourself bored with the every day? Waking up, shower, dress, eat, work, eat, work, eat, rest, sleep...start over. *sigh* I can't say that I am depressed, cause I'm not really...but gosh, I feel like I need something to shake up my schedule. I wish I lived in a neighborhood where friends would just stop by out of the blue and things would come up where I'd need to quickly rush to get things together and leave and be off.

I enjoy a little bit of random when I have so much of the same thing. Can anyone relate to me? Sometimes I feel like everyone's lives are going a mile a minute and then I'm left behind trying to catch up with all the excitment, but missing it by a few seconds.


I can't really complain, I work part-time, I have an adorable baby who is doing new and cute and crazy things every day. I mean, like yesterday she was in her crib and I was at my desk. Every few minutes I'd turn around and I'd see this.
She'd pop her head up over the crib, try to see me and then exhusted would fall back down. It was so cute I had to take her picture.
Gosh, I can't wait til she can talk and she and I can have little conversations together. I can tell already that she is a little genius and has SO much to say to me...I just know it.


So back to what I was saying before. I do feel I need to take up some new hobbies, or get out and about more or perhaps I just need to stop focusing on the fact that I do have times in the day where I am bored. Shouldn't I be embracing the fact I can get bored? As I'm sure this phase in my life will pass quickly and I'll probably never get bored again?

I have this huge drive and passion to go hang out at an old folks home. I want to talk with people who have lived a good part of their lives. I want to hear and know what they have been through and what things they loved and what areas they wish they could redo.
Our pastor has been talking a lot about how good it is for women to have mentors in the church. I feel like a dork, but I really want a mentor, or someone who is wiser then me (doesn't have to be older) but someone to discuss spiritual matters with, someone who isn't afriad to step on toes or dig really deep. There is an older women in the church who I think would be that for me, but is it wrong to want that? To use some one in that way? I'm sure I could give to her, perhaps energy or a youthful view point?

I don't know. Lots of crazy thoughts are running through my head today and they all seem so jumbled and confused. I'm sure I shouldn't post this much on my website. Oh well, more silly posts and pics of Jade to come:)